Today is a winding road,
tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know.

x I've been falling asleep at about ten plus or eleven these few days and I'm so upset with myself. I think I'm too tired and that's the reason why I keep falling asleep so early without getting things done. Sigh how am I supposed to study if this goes on?

x Have been told many times that level of fitness is to be maintained. And I'm really worried. Haven't really been running. The last time I ran was last Monday which is damn long ago. Without a doubt I know that my stamina's dropped. Tremendously. Fitness test is coming and I'm quite scared.

Suddenly I feel like I have a thousand and one things to do and I'm sick of making lists of things I'll never finish. You know I don't really say it but sometimes I'm really afraid. Sometimes things are so routined that I don't even feel anything at all; I'm just going though the motions. I don't know why I'm doing it, all I know is I need to, I need to and I need to.

Anyway last week I met up with Shahini, Vicky and Varruna to celebrate her birthday (: Really glad to see them after so long. Shahini took off her braces only recently I haven't seen it yet! I don't want to take off mine hahaha. Meeting Vicky this Sunday to study yay can't waittttt. (: Don't know how many times I've mentioned this but I really can't study at home. I think it's the air or something I don't know. Okay nonsense I know it's my self discipline. I think when I study at home I study best at night. And I'm contradicting myself because I just said that I keep falling asleep damn early. HAHA I mean I study best at night provided that I don't fall asleep. Okay I should stop blabbering things that I don't think anyone understands.

I can't emphasize this enough but I have to say that I really hate school. Never thought that I'd hate school this much. I mean I loved school when I was in Cedar. I think I'm still in a daze or something what am I doing in school! Right I didn't just say that. And I hate pw yuckkkk it's the most disgusting subject ever and I hate it to the core. Such a waste of time and energy and resources and my youth! HAHA you get the point.

I miss SoupSpoon. I miss carefree days. I like cold drinks. I miss staying over at Vicky's house HAHA. I want to read good books. I embarrassed myself during PE again sorry I can't click with balls HAHA. And I think Adilah is damn funny omg HAHAHA. Shan Shan tried to flirt with Eve HAHA and I think Eve got scared and she was like "Go away go away!" HAHA. Service learning preparation was productive! Hahaha I'm so excited to interact with the little kids! (:

Anw little wwww delivered dinner to me on Sunday haha soooo sweet right (: I think the third attempt at a surprise and the first successful one HAHA. I'm so fortunate don't you think so! (: